The Light

Sometime's it seems that the only light that is in our life is outside of us.  As though we are buried deeply in a cave with no way out.  The light may have been covered up for years by various trauma's or life events and it can seem as though we will never see the light of day again.  Yet, we must stay strong in the moment regardless of how it feels at the moment.  Even the smallest flame can light a room!  Regardless of how dark we feel, we must remember that the light will uncover all the untruth's that lie within.  It will reveal our deepest fears and bring them to the light to transmute.  It will bring us to our highest ability but we have to trust in it.  This may not be easy at first as we have been so conditioned to see only the darkness.  Our mental field has been heavily programmed to not trust or to believe in the fear based lies it tells us.  We are born into it.  Our family members ingrain it into us. Our teachers,ministers, friends and siblings as well.  I had been challenged for a majority of life with the dense programming of lack and fear most of my life.  Fact is, most of us are 'set' with these programs at an early age and it follows us the rest of our lives.  It doesn't have to be that way though.  So many believe you can't teach an old dog new tricks but I'm here to tell you  that you can!  It may take time and work but it's doable!!  I have let go of so much of my false programming it's humbling.  Do I still have to to let go?  Most definitely!!  In order to let go of the darkness and embrace the light we need to connect to our creator or higher self and ASK for the help to release it.  We need to clear our energy field and recognize that we ARE capable of that which we thougth we were not.We can change from a path of darkness to light.  We can overcome!  It may not happen overnight or in a year or two but I can say when you look back, you will see how far you've come.  Allow in your-SELF the ability to become that which you have always desired~  The light that fills you from within!
 

Awakening

Are you awakening?  Do you feel like what you have always known has now become a lie?  That you are transitioning from one world view to another?  Awakening is a process.  Sometimes it comes quickly, but more often it comes in increments. Awakening can come in many different ways.  My awakening came with a traumatic event.  My higher self had to step in and say 'No More!'  I had been living a lie.  Did I know I was living a lie?  Not at that time. All I knew at that time was that things had to change.  Thankfully my higher self had my back.  I honestly thought that after my awakening that I had reached the top of the ladder but soon realized I had just begun on the path.  While I had a kundalini awakening I still had dissonance in my aura from all the trauma that I had experienced. I did have a ton of synchronicities but I still had work to do.  While I believed I had arrived, the weight of this world and my fears came crashing in.  I had to begin again.  I had to clear the space from trauma and allow Spirit to fill my cup.  I had to work consistently and persistently on my Self. 
The density that we experience in this world separates us from the Divine truth of love.  When you awaken, you realize the world isn't as it's been made to seem.  That there is magic, you've just been hiding yourself from it.  You realize that all is not as it seemed.  That miracles do happen everyday, we just have to be open and acknowledge them.  Awakening is not for the faint of heart, you have to put all that you learned aside and create a new reality: one where love is the currency not fear.  If you are in the midst of awakening, just know that your path will be laid before you and that with practice comes perfection. 

Dreamer

                        



I used to dream of becoming a motivational speaker.  I have had the best of mentors:  Dr. Wayne Dyer, Joyce Meyer and Earl Nightingale are a few of the famous ones.  They have helped mold me over the years.  Educating me on a faith filled future.  One where you embrace the moment instead of fearing it. Standing up in your truth, not hiding in fear or shame.  Each one of my mentors may have had a challenging beginning but they proved that a positive mindset and perseverance will take you further than any beginning that you may have encountered.
They taught me that life, no matter where you are at, is more valuable than you can imagine in those trying times.  In fact the trials and errors are what give us the fuel to go beyond where we have been.  They help us to awaken to the power with-IN.  The power that we are all born with but gets covered up by the dirt that has been dished out to us.  Yes, there are many that seem to go through life without being scathed but, do they have the fortitude that one does that has experienced the pain of trying times?  I will say; my experiences have created the beauty that is within.  They have molded me into the person that I AM to become.  One that stands tall in her sovereignty.  One that knows beyond a doubt that I AM love regardless of how I 'feel'.  One that trusts the path that is put before me knowing that it is meant to make me shine even brighter.
Do I still dream of being a motivational speaker?  Not so much these days, at least not in the realm I had before.  I do however dream of making a positive influence in my children's lives and those that have gifted me on my path.  I dream of a world where harmony is the norm and fear is not.  I dream of  unity and celebration......  I dream of peace! 

Passion

 
We all have things that we are passionate about.  Did you realize that when you are passionate about something it fuels your internal fire giving you greater purpose, energy and stamina?  I personally believe that we should all be taught to follow what gives us passion rather than just going to a school that is just a cookie cutter education.  What does that actually do for the individual?  Does it help them to find their passion? Does it help them go farther in life? I'd have to say in general, no.  Unless one is doing something that they are passionate about eventually the fuel for that fire will go out and actually create dissonance within causing even more challenge and strain on an individual.  
I spent a majority of my life in a career that was not my passion although helping people was but I wasn't doing that from my truth.  I kept pushing right along though and guess what happened?  My health failed me.  Did that prompt me to change?  No, not until a few years later when I had my spiritual awakening and even then it took me a few years.  Eventually it got to where I HAD to walk away.  Going to work was like a searing hot sword just ripping through my consciousness telling me no more!!  My higher self and angels had to shake some since into me... quite literally.  I eventually got the idea and began a different path that I was passionate about.  In all honesty, I had always allowed fear to cover up my passion.  Allowed my fearful ego to dismantle my dreams and tear me down. Until I was led.  Led to realize that living in your passion,really is the only option in life. 
Stepping into passion may not be such an easy task yet it is absolutely necessary to change the flow in this world from fear to Love.  Whatever you're passionate about, you love.  Whatever you love is your passion.  Love and passion are world changers! Let's challenge each other to use our energy wisely for love and passion!

Incarnation

Let's talk about incarnation.  I know that many of us believe that Jesus or some other form of deity is in control over us all.  I challenge you however to see beyond the veil.  Look past what you have been taught in church, school or even by your parents.  Psalm 82:6 I say, 'You are gods; you are all children of the Most High.' and Jesus said it as well in John 10:34 Jesus answered them, "Is it not written in your Law, 'I have said you are "gods"'?  This is something which had bothered me since before my awakening and a big part why I left the church.  
We as people, going to church 'worshiping' Jesus when he said we are just as HE IS. We need to come to understand that Jesus was a great teacher and that we are the incarnation of that great One. One that came to teach us that we have just as much ability as he did.  We just have to tap into it. 
When I first 'woke' up I found my Reiki papers which I had wrote a prayer on one of them.  At the top of the page with all my Reiki symbols was John 14:12 'Verily I tell you, you will do greater things than I have done for I must go to the Father.'  He tells us this himself:  that we WILL do greater things than he had.  When did we allow our ego to get involved to tell us otherwise?
Yes corruption has been in our world it seems since conception but, we do have free will.  We can choose at any time to get off the merry-go-round of self lies and deceit if we so choose. 
It is a choice.  To have the fullness of the Christ within.  To not allow our ego to get the best of us and hold us down.  To stand tall without guilt and shame.  That is of our own keeping, not the Divine's.  
Is it not now time for you to make a difference for the Kingdom of Love?  Before we have no choice?  You see, the ultimate command is to LOVE.  That in and of itself is what Jesus came to teach us.  Love ourselves, love others, love all as though it was and is God itself.  
I know that as a human beings we fall short but isn't it time to fall out of the lies and lean into the love of incarnation?  If not now, when?

Monday Blues

It's not every day that you wake up and immediately start clearing old energy, balancing the divine masculine and feminine within.  The energies have been heavy over the past month and a half and while I have already cleared quite a bit, there's more just waiting to be done.  For those of you that do not know about Spiritual Ascension or the processes that you go thru during ascension I am here to help you attempt to find the light.
This morning I awoke feeling heavy.  I immediately was led to clear this energy with light language that was working on my heart chakra. Once I was done with the initial clearing I was led to pull some cards for my divine masculine.  Of course the lovers card comes out.  I immediately felt the unification and then just as immediately I felt an overcoming of fear.  Fear that this love would be no different than the past.  Fear that the truth I know of would not come to pass.
Healing comes in bits and pieces, with time.  Not matter what you have been challenged with in this lifetime know that if you humbly pursue to create health where there was dissonance it will come.  Spirit WILL put you on the right course for your healing, in the right time.
Learning that the healing will occur helps to release the anxiety behind the trauma.  It opens us up to healing on an even deeper level than we had imagined could be before.  So when you awaken with the blues, whether it be Monday or not, ask spirit to help you to balance and harmonize the energies that have got you down.  Spirit will not let you down.  Just trust and receive.  Know that the help will be in perfect timing!